My fridge has a lot of fun things stuck to it, like postcards.

Like the Hello, Hello man, sent by Sierra.

And the Inner Reality Show man, sent by John.

John also sent a face he drew for me.

There are also drawings from Meghan, Jon's little sister.

Two (2) robots!

I like the fish bowls. She was thinking of me when she drew those, since I always drew my robots with fish tanks. Aw, how cute.

That last entry confused a lot of people.

I am not a Satanist, even if I joke about it. I do not believe that murderers, child molesters, rapists, or George Bush are right in ANYTHING they believe. But, I do know that everyone believes that THEY are right, so they expect to be treated that way. I am not in danger of being killed by Satanists or girls in Texas. Don't worry about me, I know who I am and what I am doing.

I am an artist, and I do things a certain way to get people to think. That last entry made you think, didn't it?

Now watch what you say, or they’ll be calling you a radical, liberal, fanatical, criminal.

AIM IM with politicalcutie
9:25 PM
who is this
cheyne omatic, boy with no teeth
wait
do i know you
from colorado
Yes.
oh oh oh!
The Poppy Seed in Manitou?
i so fucking know who you are now
Green pants
haha
Who are you?
ya
the crazy blonde who always went in your store trash talking summit and wishing to god i had a blunt
Ha ha!
Oh!
I just had an exciting spiritual revelation!
really?
im going to hell
Everyone gets what they think they will get when they die!
really!
so ill get sex and drugs
oh boy
Because heaven, hell, god, ...
don't exist
Just thoughts.
Our thoughts continue eternally.
So, whatever you think you're getting, you'll get.
and how to you back this theory?
No need to–I started my own church.
My church is called:
The Church of the Third (3rd) Party Observer
wow, i seem to like this
And I don't care where I go when I die.
well according to the crazed out baptists im gonna burn in hell, bc i got stoned and lost my virginity
If you have a good imagination, you'll have a lot of fun in eternity!
Fuck virginity!
hahaha
fuck i did
9:35 PM
If you think it was wrong, and you think you will be punished when you die, you will be punished.
But...
but its just sooo weird bc i lost it the other day and it was in the woods over this wood thing and like its so crazy bc my whole life i have been told when i get married and blah blah it would be soooo special but it wasnt that special but it was hott
If you don't think it was wrong, and you don't think you need to be punished for it, you won't be.
Because remember: soul=thinking
You continue to think eternally.
hmmm
well, the only reason i thought it was wrong is bc thats what i have been told but fuck what ppl tell me, i liked it
So... whatever you think you're getting, you will imagine getting for eternity.
I have sex with my girlfriend.
We are not married, nor do I think I will ever marry her.
you got a gf
It's ok.
Ha ha!
yall should make a porn
No
I don't do that.
Go to my website to see her.
http://3z33.us
so whats your oppinion on love
because see i have been in search of it
but instead i really just found straight up fucking?
Whatever you believe about love is true. Whatever anyone else believes about love is also true.
So find someone who believes the same thing about love as you, and you will be in love.
It's not hard.
wow
your so right
It's not a big deal.
Life is not a big deal.
ha! I became a Juggalette
It's not as important as everyone thinks it is.
(life)
Yeah, I'm apathetic about life, but it's a lot of fun.
I like to help people, because it makes me feel good.
Life is a lot of fun.
thats really sweet, see i could learn from that because im a straight up bitch at times and really hurt ppl
Yeah, you have to be careful about that. Everything, everyone believes about everything is absolutely true.
(to them)
So you have to be careful how you fit into their worldview.
well, i have a violence problems at time
problem at times*
You don't want to be their enemy.
Violence?
tell me more
ok
well see people piss me off like alot, and im not shown that much love so therefor i act towards them in violence. like ill straight up stab somebody or like get in regular fights ya know? but like mostly i feel as if the pain is with in me and i am immuned to it. physical pain is nothing to me i think it truly helps me feel better inside.
its the emotional shit that tears me up
Be careful. Your truth is what you lived with your whole life.
Your truth is true.
Everything you believe about everything is absolutely true.
9:50 PM
If you think you will be hurt in a situation, you will be.
realy
really*
omg
Live your life deliberately.
Do what you KNOW to be true.
Do the right thing.
You know what the right thing is, and you are never wrong.
wow
Everyone is absolutely right.
but ok say if someone hurts you
and you think your wrong
but they think their right
then who is right and who is wrong in the situation?
can anyone even be wrong
No. Wrong does not exist.
so your both right?
But, if someone believes that something is wrong, it is wrong.
Because they are ALWAYS correct, even when believing something is wrong.
9:55 PM
No one is wrong, it's just how we deal with people by their definition of wrong.
so then ok if i murder someone because i beleive it was right, then its right? correct
Absolutely.
EVERYTHING you believe is true.
hmmm, just imagine if the government got a hold of this concept
If you believe there will be consequences when you die, there will be consequences.
Whatever you believe is true.
how do you believe we got here on this earth?
I don't care.
I accept mysteries.
Mysteries exist.
i like you!
Unexplained phenomena DOES exist, this cannot be denied.
well ya
a ton of things are unexplained
Explanations exist, they are true (someone believes them)
I accept mysteries.
I don't try to explain them, but I am curious about their beliefs.
I have seen “miraculous” healing.
how so
I was healed.
I was in a car accident on Novem. 25, 2001.
By Hartsel.
what is Hartsel
I broke my leg, my arm, my pelvis, some ribs, a vertebrae in my neck, and my skull. I had a lacerated liver, punctured lung, concussion, brain damage, pneumonia, and I was in a coma.
oh shit
I was in a coma for two weeks.
I was in the hospital one month, they let me out Christmas Eve. and I went back to school in the spring.
Two people died in the wreck.
Both cars were totaled, NOTHING salvageable.
why do you believe that you lived?
One month, back to school.
I don't care.
I don't care why it happened.
The fact is: it DID happen.
and whatever everyone believes about it, IS TRUE.
well i believe you lived so i could meet you
Cool.
Maybe I'm a prophet, like Jesus, or Muhammad.
Maybe not.
I don't really care, though.
Whatev.
When i go to colorado again were gonna have to chill
tx is boring at the moment. actually a satanist in colorado is trying to kill me
Ok.
and im gonna die on dec.5 sooo i figure ill just go to him
Nonsense.
he was quite descriptive on how he would do it to
Do you believe you are going to die?
oh prob not from him i believe i will die on dec5 though im not sure what year but i know i will
Does he have a reason to kill you?
well, you know Juggalos?
No.
ok well its the whole ICP (insane clown posse) realm and they just dont give a fuck about anything and shit
well i met a juggalo in colorado
we smoked alot together and stuff
anyhow, i departed back to texas and we still talked on the phone and he supposedly fell in love with me
anyway, we went out which was stupid
and then he said i wasnt loving him
and broke up with me
i didnt give a fuck
Do his beliefs jive with your beliefs.
and his friend the crack head satanist is gonna kill me
nope
but the fact of a donkey raping me just really makes me want to puke
I am a Satanist.
like i can handle the whole decapitation and shit but donkeys eww
i thought you didnt believe in god
do you sacrafice
I dont.
i am satain
I don't believe anything.
satan*
Satan is all about thinking for yourself.
I think for myself, therefore I am a satanist.
really?
I think of myself as a third-party observer — a narrator.
Really.
http://www.satanism101.com/
10:15 PM
Reason and intellect are satanic virtues.
well ppl confuse satanism with christianity and just believe complete opposite of God
http://www.satanism101.com/rules.html
Yes, people totally don't understand Satanism.
Read those rule of the earth.
No.
Satanism is about acting on your primal urges. Doing what YOU want to do, and not letting anyone else tell you what to do or not to do.
what exactly is the mating signal
I truly like helping people and doing nice things.
I'm not sure.
I don't even follow Satanism.
I am cheyne omatic, boy with no teeth
your adorable
I don't follow ANY set of beliefs.
But Satanism has such a bad image.
It's shocking when people realize that it really isn't a big deal.
well thats because people specualte it as
ya
like omg
homosexual ppl
Right!
they arent really that bad
And everything they believe IS TRUE
like i got a ton of lesbian homies
i know
omg@
omg!*
so you started a church, eh??
Yeah.
do ppl attend?
who is the leader
If I influence your beliefs in any way, I have started a church.
church=following of people
oh wow
your so right
so you know what
that means that bc i think drugs are good their good
Yes.
ooohhh im so excited
But...
be careful, everyone else is also right.
but
no one else matters to me
JUST as much as you.
Just consider consequences.
ya like being with tweekers and getting caught
Consequences for RIGHT actions for you, conflicting with RIGHT actions from people with conflicting beliefs.
thats like the same exact theory i put on luck
The police are totally right.
omg
that sucks
But, YOU are totally right.
Whatever you believe, is true.
ya so when i smoke pot its ok
What you REALLY believe.
Totally ok!
What are you doing wrong when you do it?
well in my eyes nothing, in others im violating law and i get pretty sexual when i smoke pot so therefor im violating other laws
usually
like the whole 18 barrier totally sucks ass
tho, i always break the laws
But to YOU, are they wrong?
nope
Then smoking pot is totally ok.
wow,i love hearing that
But the police are also totally right.
yes, but their beliefs doesnt really conflict with mine since to me all the decisions i make and believe in are correct, right?
Careful about how other people feel about you.
ppl think im cute...
haha
oh! i totally made a little website thingy its not done yet i just started it yesterday and im so cheap its free but its pretty cool
www.freewebs.com/schizophrenic1

10:30 PM
Cool.
Hey, I see me!
hey! omg i so had you in that
ya sorry i didnt ask your permission to put you up there
i just so totally love you
It's ok.
I take people's pictures and post them on my website without their permission all the time.
well were just cool like that
I got stopped by the police the other day.
They said they had been getting complaints from people about me recording them without their permission.
I asked who it was, but they said they couldn't tell me.
I said I will continue to record as I always have, since I didn't know I was doing anything wrong.
And they told me to be careful.
I said ok.
And recorded them leaving.

I'm the luckiest guy on the lower east side, 'cause I've got wheels, and you want to go for a ride.